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[11 May 2006|02:59pm] |
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So I haven't been on this shit for so long.
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[09 Feb 2006|09:51pm] |
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I seriously just had thee most amazing day/night of my life. Like honestly I haven't had that good of a time in many many weeks to months. Today at school I got lots of love and presents and billions of friendly happy birthdays from people I don't even know. Stacey bought me a gold fish and it's name is Motzart! And then Chelsea gave me thee cutest home made card in the World. Fuck I love this girl more than anyone, seriously. God...I took her out for some coffee and we chatted and had a really good time. I miss the good times that we constantly had, but they're coming back. Then I just chilled out after school and didn't go to practice. Me and my family rolled out to Chelsea's last basketball game against Creek, we kicked ass like always. My dad and her family got along like always, it was nice. We waited around and then we went out to eat at the Gondelier which was amazing like always. Sigh...I missed Chelsea so much. After dinner me and her sat in the back of my car and just cuddled and held hands. She's the fucking cutest girl in the World. I love the way her hands and fingers fit PERFECTLY in mine. We listened to The Fray's How To Save A Life and it seriously was a picture perfect moment. I miss holding her hand tightly and how she always rubs my hand. I just miss holding her tightly. I miss how she puts her head on my shoulder and it always finds the perfect spot. I miss the way we give each other cute little kisses and the way we stare at it each other and get cute smiles like those old elementry school crushes. Everything about her is perfect...Everything she does is true perfection. I don't know what I'd be like without her. I love her. Like actual love. Wow. So yeah we went to her house and her family bought me a cake and presents and sang me a birthday song. It was so awesome. I love it when she asks me to stay with her and how she wants to spend all of her time with me. I'm in love.
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[04 Jan 2006|09:38pm] |
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first day of school. havent seen chelsea in +2 weeks. (lame i know). finally see her during 2nd period. for some reason i had the feeling she'd be walking around that corner. my heart seriously stopped. a thing like that has never ever happened to me, it was weird. i swear im not kidding either. oddly i loved the feeling though. heart attacks and chelsea go well together. i gave her the biggest hug i have ever given. i held on to her tight for what felt like eternity. i missed her more than the world. i want to stay with her forever and i didnt want to let her out of my arms. i gave her a big smooooch. amazing moment let me tell you.
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[22 Dec 2005|10:05am] |
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[22 Dec 2005|12:47am] |
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chelsea marie means the world to me, im not even going to lie. and now that i think about it i do everything for this girl. seriously. over the past 6-7 years...ive been in fights for her, ive spent atleast a thousand dollars on her, i take her everywhere, im always there for her...the list could go on. i am in love with her so what do you expect.
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[15 Dec 2005|08:28pm] |
so pretty much thing have gotten alot better. i guess i just had to give it some time. woohoo tomorrow im gonna hang out with some cool kids and bowl and shit. cant wait. i love chelsea.
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[14 Dec 2005|09:03pm] |
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lately ive had alot on my mind, but mainly chelsea. for some reason shes mad at me or something. but the thing is i havent done a single thing. i do everything for her, i take her places, i buy her things, i become sxe for her, and i know for a fact i have done no wrong in the past month. scouts honor. but still we have been so distant for, what, a couple of days at the most. sad but true. those 3 or 4 days feels like a life time to me. we havent talked about this so called "problem" cause sometimes when were together she acts like nothing is wrong at all. confusing much? i know. i love this girl more than anyone in my life and i hate just feeling slightly distant from her. maybe im just a paranoid idiot and nothing is wrong. i dont know. i bought her two boxes of charleston chews last night and wrapped them up and put a big red bow on it, just because it reminded me of her and she was on my mind all last night. i gave to her today just cause i felt like it. i love her. i really, truly, honestly do. LOVE bitches, love.
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[14 Dec 2005|08:57pm] |
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only 11 days until christmas...for some reason it really doesnt appeal to me like it used to. i miss that feeling of not being able to go to sleep on christmas eve. i miss being a little kid. nothing ever really mattered to me other than family and being with them during the holidays. im older now and all i want to do is spend it with my closest of friends, who are more my family than my own family. im always with my bestest friends. i ditch my family everyday just to be with them. im never home or with my actual family. i only come home to sleep. i love my best friends more than life and i would put my life on the line for them, like ive done a few times. i fucking just want to be with them for christmas...thats all i want. my parents hate me for it too. asdhfhdsahFUCKfdsahkfdsa.
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[11 Dec 2005|09:44pm] |
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taylors in loveeee with chelsea marieee
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| is this for real? |
[02 Dec 2005|11:01pm] |
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i had a pretty shitty day overall and to add on to that i didnt do shit tonight. michael ditched me for his girlfriend which sucked, chelsea had basketball, tony was somewhere, jessica had work...and everyone else doesnt matter. so i just hung out with my dad and got new boarding boots and stuff. it was kinda boring. eh so i was pissed all night basically. i call chelsea cause i miss her and shes like "fdjakfjs let me call you back in a second!" an hour later she doesnt call back. im just dissapointed. i give up on her calling me back and just kinda lay in bed thinking about her...and guess who calls, CHELSEA. shes like "hey sorry i forgot to call you back, i cant sleep. im laying in bed thinking about you baby. yada yada just thought id call and say that i miss you and love you. i want to go out to lunch with you so yeah come over and wake me up...i love you...sleep good baby." i was just really happy cause of that call. she made my night 43287432 times better, no joke. sigh...i have to admit right now that i think ive for sure fallen for my bestest friend :] and i think its mutual. im atleast hoping its a mutual feeling. ahh i cant even tell you how just...RIGHT this feels. shes seriously so perfect its unbelievable. she makes me really happy. its always been chelsea and taylor for the past 6 years. and now that might actually turn into a relationship who knows. i love chelsea marie more than anything :]
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[02 Dec 2005|04:37pm] |
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yesterday was amazing. snow + me + chelsea = coolestthingever. um so yeah i hung out with chelsea all day at school and then after school i went over to her house (like i do everyday) and we ate cheerios. then she was cold and curled up on her couch, so i went and layed down with her and kept her warm. i laid my head on her stomach and we sang songs with each/to each other while holding hands. it just felt so good to lay with her and have her in my arms and stuff. we just laid there on the couch together for 2 hours. it basically made my week. when she was warm we went for a little walk around the lake and to the park. it was a good time. then we played around in snow. i was freeeeezing so went to her house again and laid in her bed under the covers. then out of nowhere chelsea jumps on top of me hahah and then we just cuddled and drank HOT CHOCOLATE. it kinda was the shit. mmhm i loved every second of it. actually i love every second im with this girl. im going to see her tonight...no RIGHT NOW!
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| this one girl is kinda amazing |
[28 Nov 2005|10:05pm] |
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so i honestly believe that chelsea is the bestest girl in the whole wide world. i came to school and was trying to look for her and didnt see her and was sad all day...but then there she comes running down the ramp and tackling me. it made my day just to see her face and hold her in my arms, mmhm. i missed her sososososo much. yup THAT much. anyways, i walked home with her and hung out with her all night, had dinner with her family and just that kind of stuff. ahh i cant even describe how happy i was when i saw her. it fo sho made my day and thats all that has been on my mind today.
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| taylors backkk |
[27 Nov 2005|09:54pm] |
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woohoo im back in colorado, i guess thats good. i know in like a couple of days im gonna be missing everyone. it always happens. but anyways...all i did tonight was unpack and talk to chelsea on the phone. i really wanted to walk to her house and see her but she was busy or something. oh well. cant wait to see her tomorrow! anyways, i have to go to stupid school tomorrow and its gonna snow tonight. OH YEAH, anyone that wants to go boarding at copper this weekend let me know. i can bring 4 people up with me so let me know asap!
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[24 Nov 2005|05:30pm] |
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so i hung out with lisana yesterday, it was amazing and i missed her so much. shes awesome and we had some good times. haha and i think i broke my elbow. but yeah now im in new mexico. its thanksgiving and i miss my little chelsea boo. none the less im thankful to have her in my life, shes the most amazing person i know. i would do anything for her cause i know she would do the same for me. i luff her more than anything in the whole wide world, mmhm. the end.
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